Am I enough? Part 3. The thing about being in your 50s is that you are old, but equally, you are not old, we are Generation X. Born between 1965 and 1980. We are 45-60 in actual age, look 30-40 years old, still feel and act like teenagers, and will tell you to fuck off without hesitation. Sarcastic, no fear, low tolerance of bullshit and nonsense and still listening to the same music we did as kids. Being in your 50s is wild. You find that your group of friends are all living in different...

Am I enough? Part 2. 'You are so fickle Paul'. I have heard that so many times in my life and from many different people. And I am. I want to try everything and anything. Not always the 'on-trend' things, I mean I am never going to understand or be into Pokémon, or Dungeons and Dragons, I have never watched an episode of Game of Thrones or The West Wing. I think Lost Lost (TV series) - Wikipedia ruined those types of shows for me. Nikki and I invested in that show, we watched it as it was...

If not, when will I be? I have compulsions, I am sure we all do. Are yours all consuming sometimes? Today, a Friday, I got in my Jaaag (The Beast, with broken AC) at 0630, drove to Oxford for work, did my job (I was awesome) and drove back. A long ass day, and pretty much for all of this day I have just wanted to sit in front of this keyboard and type. It was a total compulsion, a desire, nagging at me, clawing at my skin almost. Ideas and thoughts running through my mind. I imagine it is...